I mean it this time.

Blogging activities for me will be held back (after today) til PMR ends.(13/10)

Good luck to all the Form 3s!

Things to do after PMR;

-Catch up on:

Gossip Girl season 4,

Glee season 2,

Vampire diaries! (finish where i left off),

Go MAD!

get my electric guitar. (maybe gonna change my mind)

if possible, mom's getting me a baby grand piano. yay!(now you know why about the guitar)

Shop til i drop

more and more MOVIES!

see, i even planned out on what i'm gonna do.

is it weird?

looking as hot as ever!

Season 3 photoshoot. Hello upper east side.

Leighton Meester. :)

Charice is gonna be on upcoming season of GLEE! :D She even got botox for the show. nice one. omgg i can't wait for this one especially! Thanks to Oprah, even asians can be part of a hit phenomenon.

until then i will be back in a jiffy!

loves.

Another boring update.

how i wish i never existed.

I've been at home every single day on my own. yes. I was all alone ALL WEEK.

I don't get if its just me or the fact that i've been that lonely girl all along. Walking around the house like some mindless zombie. Mom has to ground me til after PMR. I can't do anything at home. My eyes feel like they're about to pop out. (regarding the fact that my eyes are feeling very very weird right now.) I've wasted useless hours talking to myself(yes, i'm THAT insane) or falling asleep in any part of the house.

I can't take this anymore. i know its freaky that i'm saying this, but the HOLIDAYS are KILLING me! think about it! if you were to get stuck at home for one whole week with nobody except you in the house. Sometimes I even wished that comitting suicide isn't a sin. Unfortunately it is.

Studying.. Not a single piece of shit is going to my brain. How the hell am I gonna go for PMR??
God, please help me. I'm about to breakdown like a baby.

I'm all aloneeee. :(

Mom and Dad went to work, Sis is at her Godmom's place til tuesday. I'm all alone, (as always)

i feel like going out just ONE time this week. damnnn, this sucks.

Saturday update, watched GROWN UPS. Adam Sandler's movies never fails to please me. :D

kay thats it.

i'm fallling to pieces.

Raya Holidays are here. PMR, only 32 days left. that's like a month away. I cannot WAIT for this month to be over. I feel like i'm about self destruct any minute. practically being lazy and blogging right here is the culprit.

Trials wasn't really satisfying. I'm a bit anxious at times. Getting PMR results; coming home crying regretting for putting in all the effort just for one freakin' exam; having to urge to commid suicide, and you know the rest to all of the drama.

I'm SO glad holidays are here, means i would have lots of time to study on my own and not wasting time in school listening to blabbering teachers talking crap and sometimes wasting our time not studying at all. Yeah, SOME teachers. -.- Mental teachers are not qualified to teach in a school. an ordinary school in fact. Mental illnesses that even freaked students in class as if we're animals. C'mon! we're people! we deserved to be treated like one. Plus, after all of that studying, i realized i put on lots of weight. the stupid thing is, I would still try to get my hands into the fridge every half hour while i'm in the middle of studying. yeahh. I'm FAT! and i'm not the kind of person who works out much. thats the sad part.

btw, Happy birthday my mommaaa!! :D
should have got her a present when i went out with my friends. xD

♥

something i can't live without.

I just love this video. Taylor Swift. :)

31/ August/ 1957

i know its a little late but,

HAPPY 53rd MERDEKA!!!!

Went back to Holy Spirit church after 8 months! :O things got awkward at times. since i haven't been there for so long. xD Had a Medeka BBQ together with a countdown for merdeka day, i went home nearly half deaf after going through lots and lots of screaming!!!

It was a holiday and mom's been pressuring me to study, but i ended up sleeping instead. damn, i've been sleeping like a pig lately. haahhah I gotta get ready for the stupid exam.

date, 5th of Oct. its coming pretty fast. shit.

Caterpillar in the tree

* Butterfly fly away.*

I'm having a headache now. I tried sleeping it off but its killin me.
Now i'm just bored.
maybe i should get back to studying. xD

tata!

something random (again)

yes i'm that bored. You know what i do. Randomizing my blog. heheh!

They've all grown up, gosh time flies.

Selena Gomez. Steph's a fan!

GLEE ♥

I'm starting to love Adam Lambert. he may be Gay, but his voice is awesome!!

woots!

Jesse McCartney the HOTTIE!!

Cinderella's Sister.

Blair and Chuck. Cutest couple ever.

Phua Chu Kang

Watched PCK last night. It wasn't THAT good. some of the jokes are funny lah. I prefer the series over the movie. its pretty different. Ah Beng and Margaret aren't there anymore:( i love watching Chu Kang's sissy brother with his so-called high class wife. damn frankie foo's annoying. something surprises me is that they shot the movie in Malaysia.

"Frankie Foo! Bloody Fool!!"

"Phua Chu Kang! Chao Longkang!"

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PS: I WANNA WATCH STEP UP!!!!!! :(

A big break after trials

No school on a friday; SWEEEEET!!
Yvonne came in the morning to print some stuff for our Sivik and Art project,
later in the afternoon Ke Yin's mom picked me, Von and my sister to gurneyyyy!
and yeah, i had to bring my sis along cause she was suppose to stay at home with me and suddenly an outing plan came up.

the two leng lui, Ke Yin and Yvonne. :)

Sushi King for lunch!

the most mental yet an irritating kind of sister.

Ke Yin :) dang i look pathetic. :(

Meet the next generation of CHARLIE'S ANGELS!

Kissiieeess!

damn poser. :O

Then went for VAMPIRE SUCKS!! bahaha! it was all slapsticks. but it was hilarious.

Walk walk walk, window shop, then mom told me and joyce to makan dinner there, chilled at McD.

and yes, she's literally sucking up sweet and sour sauce through a straw. see what i mean by her being mental.

Vaining with my camera. lol

Goodbye Trials, hello PMR.

Trials are over. At least i could take a break before the big war coming up.
Studying kills the guts outta me.:(

but its all over, well temporarily though. The problem is I don't know how to get my ass back to study. oh scratch that. Have FUN after all the crap i have to go through.

I just received terrible news. One of our schoolmates was in an accident. :O It was shocking, she was ran over by a motorcycle, THANK GOD it wasn't a very major accident. Agnes said that she lost a bit of her memory, she can't recall that she's having an exam currently, or how she got ran over. Now she's admitted into a hospital. I felt really bad for her, i went on the debate trip together with her, and a few other people of course. i just hope she's okay.

Get well soon, Carin! hope she retrieves back her memory. :)

will find something to update soon. i just forgot what to update, alot as been happening lately regardless of those times preparing for exam.

til then,

Just something to spice it up.

Hello world, hope you're listening.

New pencil cases from Daddy. He was in a good mood surprisingly. :)

Lots of people say we're lifeless without music.

♥

this was a gift from Steph long time ago, can't believe i kept it til now. :D

Cookies and Guitar= me likeyyy! :D

I know this blog looked dead. sorry.

Trials are coming in less than a week, I haven't got enough time to finish studying. :(

seriously, i'm freakin out here. Lots of people said that trials are way to early and its impossible to finish studying by then. not sure if its true when it comes to impossibilties on finished studying. oh well.

I'm feeling heckin lazy. I can't take it anymore. I got lots of it to catch up.

Mom kept telling me to do more or those passed year PMR questions which made me neglect doing form 1 and form 2 revisions. great, JUST great. =="

plus i don't feel quite confident enough to get to my goal; 7 freakin A's.

Someone murder me please.

okok, less taking more studying.

byee!