THE GREATNESS OF THE WEBCAM!

heyyy, like i promised, the webcam pictures! hahahathis webcam seriously rock! its the only thingi played with when i'm on the computer xD dang i love it lahh!

remember my twin? lol!

i made history people!

am i stalked by someone?

doodling away! hahaha!

Drenched in Vanilla Twilight.

Ever wished that one day you could take your mind off the freakin world around you?
Well someday i would want something like that. But reality isn't like that somehow. A city resident will never enter a life of a countryside, and for once, try exploring the freshness and the REAL meaning of earth. thats all i ask.

PEACE is something i need. No worrying about exams, work, etc...but to be free doing something you actually love. Imagine an old woman living in the city for like...her entire life and NEVER get to experience the REAL meaning of the earth. the earth has beautiful things, its just that we don't see it. Building, Blocks, roads and the freakin noise of cars tend to cover up everything.
Some don't really know what the real thing is about this world. Its covered up in crap. The government loves to overdo things to make it improve. BUT it isn't really helping the poor and politics that maybe might affect our future. Fights and all, parties arguing whats best for the world. its SHIT!

the world has a better defenition. every person needs to be drenced in Twilight. its beautiful. the true beauty of an open land where you could run free not worrying about problems. i mean, i really don't get why we, as humans need problems. I'm not really sure what problems in life are for. it just pisses my ass off.

What the hell is wrong me.

The earth is sick, the forest is sick, and even PEOPLE ARE SICK.
previously i mentioned about me falling sick, haihh, first sore throat, then fever, then the flu, then food poisoning. -.-'' WHAT'S NEXT HUH?
a bad week for me guess. Malangnyaaaaaa.... :(

oh damnnnn.....exam's coming soon i haven't really been studying due to the freakin sickness lah. need to get it over soon, its like living in a piece of crap. :(
but on the bright side, mommy lets me out!!! :D at least i get to breathe the exposed air :)))))))))))

oh btw i'm hangin in Jco Donuts! i never got the chance to try out the donuts lahhh. blame the sore throat! hmph!

kay til then, i could only use the wifi here nothing much for me to do...i can't eat DONUTS!!! :(

FLUUUUU!!!!

Had a fever and sore throat for the past couple of days :( which is why i had to skip school yesterday.
the thing that sucks is when i JUST got over the sore throat, the flu comes in, I hate my nose getting blocked and my eyes tearing. its really painful in the nose...:(

ohoh, Dad bought me and joyce a new webcam!!!! it rocks lah.
it has features like the Hp webcam on the laptops.
will post more pictures anytime soon, cause i'm not really in a mood to comtinue blogging. xD

teehee!

ABRSM.

yes, i'm up for a piano practical exam tommorow like i said in my previous post, i will be skipping school just for tommorow, and i have to let the ENGLISH judge on my playing skills. lmao.
My goal for this time is to get a MERIT(a distinction would be better! :D)! i did badly for the past two grades and i don't wanna flunk it again. its dissapoints you and a waste of money. well i mean i DID pass, but it wasn't satisfying to me. :(

I've been practicing like crazy and if i don't a get a Merit, I WILL TEAR UP MY PIANO LITERALLY!! *seriously, i'm under pressure here.*

Wish me mluck then, i've got only less than 12 hours :S

CRAP! i lost track of time! My piano exam is due next Wednesday! D:
i didn't think it would come that fast! omgomgomgomgomg! :S
i've got A LOT of brushing up to do. I want a freakin Merit this time. i've only passed in my previous grades, the only time i got my distinction was when i was in Grade 1. -.- now i'm getting from bad to worse.

til then, i need to practice. byee

HOW TO TRAIN YOUR DRAGON

Watched it last night with Joyce while mom and dad went for Clash of the Titans.

awesome movie! :D i don't get why am i so high on animated movies nowadays.

ohohoh, that dragon is super super super cuteeeee!!!!!!!

Sometimes i just wish that reality would be like.....THIS!

i want a pet dragon! :p

"thank you for nothing, you useless reptile."

lol

Boredom

I'm at starbucks now....exrtemely bored here.
someone TALK TO ME!!! D:

i'm restless like some litle girl going extremely nuts for candy!

i just feel like typing something out. Later gotta get on again with my studying, D:
seriously i don't know what to say here, i just feel like typing something out.
i can't start on a subject, dangg

OH!
yes finally, something to talk about.! Being in form 3 ain't fun! the worst thing is that they give you folios to waste your time when u have like 10 months maybe to prepare for you PMR!
The brainless Education system
it won't even do good to us, they won't even credit the exams!
its only the certificate your gonna get after doing all of your hard work!
SCREW THEM!

I feeling extremely restless inside right now.
i can't scream or jump around the house cuz i'm actually at home alone with my sister right now.
Mom's out to settle some business.-.-

I need bloody subject to start with seriously,! all the sudden i just have the urge to type!
previously i was just toooo lazy to blog, but this week there are like more posts unlike previously. xD

lalalalalalallaallala
currently listeningt to Taylor Swift right now,
Forever and always <3
OOh, No adam lambert!
WHATAYA WANT FROM ME! awesome song yeah!

I only found out that i have like over 300 songs in my computer! xD
nowonder my comp kept lagging -.-''

RA RA RA AH AHHH RAMA RAMAMA GAGA OHHLALA
i had a bad romance!
woots!
LADY GAGA IS AWESOME! i'm seriously being so lifeless right now!

oh wel til then!

debate

got back from Phor Tay. omggg, the school is super HUGE! there's an elevator in the school too!!
but students there aren't alowed to use it. But we did! haha, in order to make the kids there jealous. lol! and the food is like wayyyy cheaper than our school food. :O

okok, moving on,
WE LOST to C. pulau tikus. :( i was supposed to be debating, but then it was last minute that someone else could take over. so, pheww
So i'll be competing next year! (probably)
and great, i forgot to bring my camera to school, so no pictures. D:

All the best to CDK-ians! :)

wish me luck! (:

heyo everyone, i'm stuck here working on queue cards and my freakin debate speech,
i never thought that it would be this hard. i thought we're gonna lke do it in point form which makes it SOOOO much easier D:
and i came across videos on malaysian schools debating, and omg, they are like super confident that i have no idea how they do that. I'm more worried about my POI(point of information) which sometimes the opponent tends to waste your time and make you have the difficulty to answer the question.


oh well, gonne be our for competition on Phor Tay tommorrow.(:
wish me luck people!
i really hope this goes well. D:
i can't deal with aggresiveness..
til then

I'm back from KL!
i'm currently feeling extremely exhausted now D:
still staying up working on my debate essays. it sucks.
its kinda hard for me.

btw i checked out my two of my Aunty's new houses.
omg they are freakishly HUGE LAHHH!!!
oh well. hahah i'm not that rich. hhheh

back to my essay
peace.

free from feelings.

When relatives trying to compare with you and your siblings, some gets the pressure but some doesn't exactly care. For instance,

Your grandma get your younger sibling to study hard and practically trying to encourage them to get better grades in school, saying they will get rewards from them if you do well in school, and to be more encouraging, saying that they are so much smarter than their elder sibling. She hears it, inside saying one day if she had the guts she might even try to kick her ass, in other words, in stings inside, she runs upstairs to her room breaking down like an immature little girl. Mom right beside her saying comforting words to make her feel better. But somehow it doesn't work, cause' all moms have to say that. While the others out there are straightforward and judging on their personality, which sometimes can be unconvincingly true. She felt extremely bad about herself, saying to herself that her younger sister is going to be even more sucessful than her. While her heart still stung like as if she's about to rip her heart out as she can't stand it. Which on that day on, made her hate her own grandmother for the rest of her life maybe. Not wanting to go back visiting her ever again.

trying to keep her mind off the incident, she takes a book to read, trying to focus on the pages, but it was to hard. She breaks down even harder, her mom can't stand to look at her own daughter like this as she slowly puts her to sleep. Not all relatives are nice. Some are fucking arrogant, some can hurt their loved one.

hey good friday!

NO SCHOOL ON GOOD FRIDAY! lol

special holiday for convent schools heheh! so maybe in the afternoon i'll be off to KL. -.-''

Mom needs to settle some things over there, she won't tell me what.

and we're gonna celebrate my grandma's birthday there.

So lemme do some briefing on last week,

first of all, did i mention that i broke my glasses? well if i didn't now u know.

and i got a new pair. the previous ones kept breaking every few months. so not worth keeping it.

TA DA!

i'm still trying to get used to it D: some other people said that it doesn't suit me.

oh well, who cares.

second, i got into the debate team, and we're going to compete with schools from our zone on wednesday D:

debate ain't FUN!

its like super super hard, and i'm not very good in arguing..... in a formal way.

of course i'm good at arguing crap at home lol!

oh well, wish me luck.

thats it for today, i haven't packed for the KL trip yet.

xD

seeya. teehee!