Mr. Simple

They're coming back! the concept looks.....weird. It's NOT SIMPLE AT ALL! hahah
and where the heck is KI BUM?!?!??!
When I was told he's doing the comeback with the others I was really excited. Since he's said he was major in acting maybe he doesn't have the time to do Kpop activities with the boys.

I'm already dying to see the teaser.

It's about time i expressed it.

I'm never really good in expressing my feelings. Even when it comes to writing it down. I don't have anyone to turn to when i'm feeling depressed or facing problems. My house is filled with busy people and they don't exactly give a damn with the others. I'm the type of girl that never really fits in in a crowd. Sometimes in school i feel quite alone sometimes, maybe during recess I would just sit there aimlessly knowing what's going on. I'm very very very bad in starting conversation and sometimes would rely on the other to start talking to me. I may have a very weird attitude and I might talk a little bit differently cause I'm not used to the speaking very good/normal chinese when i grew up. Sometimes I do realize people may talk behind my back or maybe build a barrier between me and them. Sometimes I do feel happy with some people who doesn't care how weird I am and it's very easy talking to them ,sometimes laughing. One conversation with a person already puts a huge smile on my face.

I come home every single day most of the time feeling so alone and sometimes Sometimes, I do feel like i wanna cry. I have a sister who comes home during evenings and a mother is always stuck in cyberworld.

Things may not go right for me. I don't know which path I should take. Feeling lost and lonely sometimes makes me wanna give up on living.
I know I'm very very emotional right now but i've felt this way for a long time now. and i honestly don't know what to do. maybe it's fate, i'm meant be like this the whole time.

FIT

I don't exercise. My mom has been nagging me to take at least 20 minutes of my time after school to go on my stationery bike. But I never did. Until there's this compulsory running program every student in Malaysia needs to attend. I nearly passed out along the way. So I didn't complete the run. I haven't been very active ever since i quit tennis last year. So that's badd. My mom already gave me a lecture after that instead of asking whether I was okay. -.-
that was unexpected though.

just out of randomness.

ICAN'TSTOPSTARINGATTHISPICTUREE.
SARANGHAE KYUHYUN :)

Bubble Wrap

Remember when you were a little kid, When you have a working mom who puts you in the babysitter's or at grandma's? What entertains you is popping bubble wrappers :) When I used to go to my grandma's house during the weekdays when I was a kid, my grandma would always find bubble wrappers to keep me preoccupied. Popping the plastic gives that 'pop' sound telling yourself it's fun popping "bubbles"

The other day my home delivery pizza came a half hour to 45 minutes late. So, the delivery boy gave me a free cup in a box. And i found a bubble wrapper in it (the cup's glass you know). Until now, me being a 16-year-old still find popping bubble wrappers fun :)(it's pretty lame, i know) It takes me back to how fun it was being a kid, and reminded me that I've grown up real fast how things in my life drastically changed in just a blink of an eye.

I need inspiration. Sometimes I do realize that i sorta live a boring life, sometimes making wrong choices leading me into it. I'm turning 16 this month and I need a serious change of attitude.