Taking A levels was a lot harder than I thought. Since I'm the kind of person who doesn't keep a constant momentum by revising what I've learnt in classes everyday, it is starting to get really really tough. We've had our first test in March, that is before our sem break. I'm telling ya, I did real bad for only my first test, not to mention for a person like me who takes Further Maths. It's like I feel like this subject is way too important than my other 3 subjects that I have this fear of screwing up until I give most of my time putting effort in Further Maths and therefore neglecting the other 3 subjects. That's pretty much what made me screw so bad during my first test.
Since my first test started, tests are gonna be flowing in on us every month now. I just had my first test only a month ago and my 2nd test has already started for Math and Further math. Like WTH, our first test just ended and I already have to worry about the upcoming test already but it's good that Math subjects are over and yes i felt relieved. The two main subjects that gives me stress ended today. Sadly I can't really put my foot down, yet. I am not surprised if there is another test coming like a month from now.
I'm not really used to having so many tests this often since because during secondary school we have tests/exams every 2 months. therefore only 4 exams each year.
I don't know how I could survive this. I'm even getting huge pimples now. I've never gotten huge pimples due stress before. :((
But still, I gotta power through it. Always thought after SPM is freedom like never before but no, this is the beginning of how REAL education's like.
