I Never Do Well In School

My exam is in less than a week, and you know what? I'm.not.ready :\ when it comes to exams, i'm never ready for any subject (except for English) For the past month I kept reminding myself to start studying 1 month earlier for the test so that I could have more time. and i DID! BUTTT, I have the idea that studying one month earlier is like a piece of cake, so i ended up just going through a few pages, and I kept telling myself: You have one month, there's still a lot of time. and ending up delaying my study schedules, resulting "burning the midnight oil".

I have to admit I regret doing that, I've attempted one putting in determination just for once but then, it was such an EPIC FAIL. I never do well in school, i admit it to myself that I'm a pretty lazy person. I own so many gadgets around me that I don't even bother to remind myself about the goals I've set. But thank god, I could attend tuition classes. in some ways, they really do help. My other classmates would take tuition classes like 7 days a week. I couldn't believe they would actually have time to breathe. I can't take it going for tuition classes everyday cause, I won't even have any free time, plus my mom encouraged me to study on my own (be independent).
So I only go for subjects that I'm weak at. Upper secondary is way harder than lower sec. Sometimes I feel like burning all of my books, the drastic change in our syllabus is not making me any better

Wish me luck :)
til then